Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Text Testimonials

I have been doing this for a few entries, but I want to start addressing, other than poetry, a newish addition to this blog is the text testimonials. I enjoy reading and hope that you do too, and if you are in need of a book recommendation view the label- Text Testimonials. For now its safe to say a genre of the books are contemporary irish fiction and please please share any good books you have been reading!

Fishing The Sloe-Black Rover- Colum McCann




Sisters

“My promiscuity was my autograph. I was hourglassy, had turf-coloured hair and eyes green as wine bottles. Someone once bought me an ice cream in Achill Island, then we chipped some amethyst out of the rockbanks, and climbed the radio tower, then woke up, later, at the edge of a cliff, with the waves lashing in from the Atlantic. The next day my father, at the dinner table, told us that John F. Kennedy had landed a man on the moon. It was a shame, he said, looking at me, that it had turned out to be a heap of ash…He told me once that he had overhead a man at his printing shop call me ‘a wee whore’ and I heard him weeping as I tuned in Radio Luxembourg in my room."
            "My older sister, Bridgid, succeeded with a spectacular anorexia. After classes she would sidle off into the bog, to a large rock where nobody could see her, her school sandwiches in her pocket, her Bible in her hand. There she would perch like a raked robin, and bit by bit she would tear up the bread, like a sacrament, and throw it all around her… I sometimes watched her from a distance. She was a house of bones, my sister, throwing her bread away. Once, out on the rock, I saw her take my father’s pliers to her fingers and slowly pluck out the nail from her middle finger of her left hand. She did it because she had heard that it was what the Cromwellians had done to the harpists in the seventeenth century, so they could no longer plug the cat-gut to make music. She wanted to know how it felt. Her finger bled for days. She told our father that she had caught her hand in a school door. He stayed unaware of Briged’s condition, still caught in the oblivion caused, many years before, by the death of our mother—lifted from a cliff by a light wind while out strolling. Since that day Brigid had lived a strange sort of martyrdom. People loved her frail whiteness, but never really knew what was going on under all those sweaters. I envied her that unused body that needed so little, yet I also loved her with a bitterness that only sisters can have. "

This is how the book begins, if its enough to catch you for the second page pick it up!  The book is chaptered by different short stories, all fabulous. If you have an text testimonials, please share!!!






on a secret insight to one of my deep desires- sometimes I wish my contemporary irish fiction professor would read to me in St. Stephan's Green- he has such an wonderful voice makes any text have a simple elegant rhythm- but for now I just have my horrible attempt of an irish accent to listen to (only in my bedroom)!! 

Treacherous Chamber of My Heart




seventh heaven

Oh Raphael. Guardian angel. In love and crime
all things move in sevens. seven compartments
in the heart. the seven elaborate temptations.
seven devils cast from Mary Magdalene whore
of Christ. the seven marvelous voyages of Sinbad.
sin/bad. And the number seven branded forever
on the forehead of Cain. The first inspired man.
The father of desire and murder. But his was not
the first ecstasy. Consider his mother.



Eve's was the crime of curiosity. As the saying
goes: it killed the pussy. One bad apple spoiled
the whole shot. But be sure it was no apple.
An apple looks like an ass. It's fags' fruit.
It must have been a tomato.
Or better yet. A mango.
She bit. Must we blame her. abuse her.
poor sweet bitch. perhaps there's more to the story.
think of Satan as some stud.
maybe her knees were open.
satan snakes between them.
they open wider
snakes up her thighs
rubs against her for a while
more than the tree of knowledge was about
to be eaten...she shudders her first shudder
pleasure pleasure garden
was she sorry
are we ever girls
was she a good lay
god only knows



 PATTI SMITH

Monday, November 29, 2010

Jesus Died For Somebody's Sins But Not Mine

Watched the Clouds Pass

What I didn't say
was that I
didn't want to walk away
each step, quick-cement
sucking the soles 
deep into the gray
drowned somewhere
 in that lonely bay
arms empty
yet the weight
of disregarding
carpe diem
what a foolish girl
choosing to 
walk away
and all events
remain
non-create-able
I will only see your face
in a year,
so long to your soul. 



-No point in writing a review, or some sort of commentary disclosure about this book, go to your bookstore and pick up a copy of Just Kids by Patti Smith. 

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Letters to the Devil




The Curiosities of Letters
Whoosh, shut, thud
destiny floor bound
alone it lays
abandoned in the hall
one hurrying along 
stomps over it
leaving a brownish
foot print
on its white flesh
for hours it remains
untouched, unopened
accompanying it
a newspaper, smothers
one entering
picks up the loose pages
tosses it in a bin



it goes unread
as if it never existed
as if the intent was blatantly
covered by never being 
revealed
and what is known
is that it is never known
no matter how you put it
no matter how you put it
the words are silent.






Sunday, November 21, 2010

Lost Soul


Mad Girl's Love Song

I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)



Possibly the only song that can make me do the frustrated dance.


Saturday, November 20, 2010

Mock Me As Long As There Is Chianti


































One thing I will take from this experience with
the utmost pleasure is learning recipes from other
countries. I proudly can now make some
wicked gnocchi! 

Feel free to request the recipe, I will happily put it up.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

It Is Relevant, Because It Is Time


There is a Pun in Here Somewhere,


Three-headed
Three-minded
three too many thoughts
three too many thoughts
but the old man said
in the end
it don't matter
it don't matter
once you are a goner
cause no one ever gets ahead.




Monday, November 15, 2010

The Dream Vision


Underwater I watched whales catapulting 
their enormous jaws out of their mouths
snapping around polar bears' necks
 the helpless white animals
sunk mercilessly into the dark unknown.

I swam to shore, terrified
waves treacherous testing the strength I didn't have
when I made it I realized it was a black room
gentle man-made waves,
Jamie turned to me
 wearing super green goggles
asking if I was happier now
and I told her I regretted coming home.

Twelve years of reoccurring whale dreams
the unconscious tapping into the underworld
they say you can't escape emotional disorders
humans hunting whales and whales haunting dreams

How do I sleep so soundly when hunted?
Who do I call upon to calm the sea
 around my sleeping mind?
And to whom responds,
do I beg to die than rather live?
For what grows overnight dies overnight
and what dies overnight no longer exists.



So I have been chatting with a good amount of people and I think its fair to say that November 13-19 is intense dream week, maybe its from all the Nyquil and Paracetamol. 



Sunday, November 14, 2010

There Always Seems To Be Time For The Bad Mood


It is not
it is not 
it is not enough
to be pause, to be hole
to be void, to be silent
to be semicolon, to be semicolony;

fling me the stone
that will confound the void
find me the rage
and I will raze the colony
fill me with words
and I will blind your God.

La Vie Errante

"You've got to stop believing in the miracles."




Thursday, November 11, 2010

If I Could Step Away, I Would Side-Step




We cannot erase it
no matter how much
we want to forget it.

Autumn Evening
by Peretz Opochinsky

The evening poured over me its gold -
my heart is caged in sunset sadness
hidden in a grassy sewer behind town -
I gazed tired as a wall, as a stone.

A dull rosy fog is spread over the field,
and young trees cuddle close in forest,
scattered rays stray, yearn to find their way,
like lost wanderers seeking rest.

And deep in the village cottages dreamed
with compassion roofs covered the walls.
Someone at a window is telling a tale
of a homeless one’s life at the end.

The cukoo mourns and complains about night,
a squirrel aims for the heights,
trees and rivers rustled and rushed with regret:
someone has lost their dream, their tomorrow.






They say we must always remember
and never forget
but let's face it
what is more important
is to realize
 we live under one roof
and our only shelter is Earth
and it is soaked enough
with our own blood.



 Peretz Opochinsky is a poet from the Warsaw Ghetto Ringelblum

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

The Past Beats Inside Me Like A Second Heart


Avalanche, 
do you take me 
in your fall?
obsessed
to destroy
replace
misplace
replace
misplace
my 
aura
of 
doom

Monday, November 8, 2010

The Drunken Boat


"Imagination about travel corresponds in Verne to an exploration of closure, and the compatibility between Verne and childhood does not stem from a banal mystique of adventure, but on the contrary from a common delight in the finite, which one also finds in children's passion for huts and tents: to enclose oneself and to settle, such is the existential dream of childhood and of Verne. The ship may well be a symbol for departure; it is, a deeper level, the emblem of closure. An inclination for ships always means the joy of perfectly enclosing oneself, of having at hand the greatest possible number of objects, and having at one's disposal an absolutely finite space." 

The Nautilus and the Drunken Boat, Roland Barthes




Sunday, November 7, 2010

The Metaphysics of Presence

"Well over and over we're up and down, around,
Trying to sound out or guess the reasons.
I sleep like a soldier without breath
But there's no treason where there is only lawlessness.
Lawlessness! "

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Little Pieces Of The Real


Cyberspace Battle-star Author-astro-ship Galactica 
coming no where soon
in an imaginary universe of hallucinations
where all perversions, universally accepted
and the doors of perception
burnt to a crisp
and the music,
oh the music
of the screeching black cat
is better than 
any ejaculation fixation
of your corpse bride
cause in this fantasy
the stand-ins multiply
God cannot change destiny
so with your finger on the button
Nature's laws remain in night
Zizek said, let fantasmatic reincarnation be
and electricity ignite! 
  


all false, no truth.