Wednesday, October 20, 2010

She Drank Her Feeble Drink



For Marie Stopes

i planted the seed
with haste and 
with a taste
of destruction
i never cared
for the fruits
i never wanted
them to grow
but i planted the seed
not with naivety
no the knowledge
was clear in my mind
that when i shoveled
and when  i dug
i knew
i planted the seed
i confess
i confess!
i never cared
for the fruits
i never wanted
them to grow
but the first day
i watched
the soil swell
i swear
i could feel
the specks
flutter
under the pile
of dirt
harnessing 
a root


before it blossomed
i felt my way
deep in the dirt
letting the roots
slip between
my fingers
and i
yanked
and i
yanked

i never cared for the fruits
i never wanted them to grow

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